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love

When I awoke this morning, I expected the day to turn out ordinary. A typical Monday.

Aside from my soy latte, there was nothing typical about it.

I think back to a time where I was lonely, even surrounded by everybody, to a time where I was lost and the future looked cloudy, and I relish the fact that I am no longer there. I am here. I am who I am. And I know what I am supposed to do.

I will continue to make mistakes, to say hurtful things probably and speak before thinking. I will drive too fast and still bite my nails. I will jump the gun. I will criticize people’s ways of cleaning.

I am pretty sure the state of enlightenment I experienced today will stay with me forever. Today I truly fell in love with being human.

I am optimistic about growing older.

-VC

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cleaner slate

Adulthood and doing something because it needs to be done not because you want to do it. Following through – it hurts like hell but oh well.

I’ve always had to be serious one. I’d like to play for the other team one day.

-VC

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inspiration

I thought the best things in life were supposed to inspire me.

-VC

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ciudad

Maybe its nostalgia. Maybe its the change of scenery.

But I really love this city.

My plans are changing…

I’m making definite plans to move here. Eventually. I’ll give myself a two year deadline.

-VC

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love

Most days I’m confused about where I’m supposed to be and how I’m supposed to feel about everything.

And some days, I know exaclty how things are. But I don’t know what I’m supposed to do about them. I don’t know if there’s anything I can do about them. But I know how they make me feel. And I burn inside. And I ache. And I yearn. And I hope it’s mutural.

-VC

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